My Journal June 17, 2015 – Time to say Goodbye
Log Entry Earth Time June 17, 2015, 09:20.06 pm CEST
My team told me to write a last journal entry as it would be time to say farewell. Maybe this should be a confirmation for me that I am really going.
I feel strange since days now but I can also not much progress. There is an increasing dizzyness and also vertigo, I am very tired even when it is time to leave bed because Kiba needs to go for a walk. When I go sleeping I can’t fall asleep and lie in my bed for one or two hours turning from one side to the other. I feel very absent minded and as if I am not in my body but standing besides me. Concentrating on something isn’t always easy and I lose interest in almost all things. Two persons told me they would feel my energies fading away.
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